I'm so sick of being sick

This post is mostly going to be me venting. If you're looking for something fun and spicy to read, click away. If you want to get to know me better and understand why I haven't been taking many calls the past several months, read on.

In the past 6 weeks I've been treated for an ear infection 3 times with 3 different antibiotics. I've tried numerous home remedies from garlic oil to a sock full of hot rice to homemade ear drops made of rubbing alcohol and vinegar. The antibiotics seem to help while I'm taking them but as soon as I finish a round I go back to being sick.

Even before the ear infections started I had influenza twice this year and some unknown stomach bug. I've basically spent the whole year being sick and it sucks. I've thankfully been able to still get some recording done on my better days but it's hard to feel deeply in my sexual, dominant energy when I keep getting sick. It's hard to feel dominant when my body feels so weak.

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I'm writing this from the waiting room of urgent care with what I expect to be another ear infection and another round of antibiotics. I had a full panel of blood work done by my functional medicine provider last week that I'm currently waiting for the results of. I also, after the second ear infection, scheduled an appointment with my gp but the soonest I could see her is Friday so maybe after that I'll finally get closer to getting better. Maybe. Who knows?

I'm so sick of being sick and I'm tired of the ineffectual American "healthcare system" (scam).

As I feel overwhelmed on keeping up with the projects currently on my plate, I'm not currently taking new custom requests. I will make a post updating when things change. I'll also probably be raising rates again to keep up with inflation.

Thank you all for your patience, loyalty, and devotion. Knowing my puppets worship me through thick and thin always keeps my spirits up. As always, if you'd like to help me feel better, my throne is the best place to start.